Don't Judge A Book By It's Cover

Hey, I'm Rachel. To start with the obvious, I'm an athlete, smartish, asian, and funny (I think). I'm slowly figuring myself out, and yeah
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my-perfect-dystopia:

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so I’m seriously happy right now. I haven’t been for a while. tonight will be the second night in a row I go to bed not feeling guilty, worthless, or like a failure. it feels great, but also weird because I’m not used to it. regardless I hope this good feeling continues to stay.
in part, I think I’m happier because off softball. I always knew that playing sports made me feel better, but this spring I was bouncing back and forth between JV and varsity softball. I was devastated at first when I was moved down to JV. seriously thought I was the biggest dissapointment ever. but now I am becoming the leader, captain sort of person, which is a role I loveeee and I am good at. I’m also 6-7 this past week which is amazing. it’s like I’m back to normal. I started this season batting less than .100 and not playing. I’m finally starting to play like i always play, and hit over .500 like I usually do too. who knew something bad could turn into something good?
all I can hope for now is that this good will stay. even for a little while.